an S

zara last friday.

time

it's just a matter of time. 

i am sorry, i have pride.

there's a point in life  

where you get tired of chasing everyone 

and trying to fix everything, 

but it's not giving up. 

it's realizing that you don't need certain people and their crap. 

le smoking

cheers ^^

heartbreak.

i like her, i do.

but she hates me.

i understand why.

i'll be good.

so long my friend.

what if i let it go?

will you be mine?

this is it.

ffffound.com

so, i am fooled, by my mind. or you? all the best for us. cheers.

me doing what.

well, maybe you think it's time for being free from restless, 

free to do whatever you're doing 

and free from insecurity. 

but, why does it has to be so different? 

i mean, really different! 

i hate myself for thinking that you might back to be whoever you was. i mean, back to however you was. 

now i hate it when the night come. 

my mind is full of shit nowadays.

this insecurities, cause me nothing but itchiness. 

i am fooled, and i don't like it. fuck. i am upset. enough said.

hers.

again, her post, as always, able to 'touch' me.

i dont care about being remembered
i dont care about being forgotten

i dont care about being loved by everyone

i just want to be loved by someone who can

i want it to last

iliketoforkmyself

wrestler.

i found my sem 4 projects,, included this:

LOL

cut cut cut.

cut my flare jeans,, finally~~ hahaha~

ah, and some trials on 'destroying' ^^

happy birthday mom.

last saturday, october 4th, my mom's birthday. celebrated at bandar jakarta ^^

wow!!

alexander mcqueen spring 2010. AMAZING!

http://www.style.com/fashionshows/review/S2010RTW-AMCQUEEN

please don't stop the rain

we can pray for sunny weather, but that won't stop the rain.

glorious nonsense

whiner

the pretty reckless

http://www.theprettyreckless.com/

i'm scared-duffy

The blank pages of my diary,

That I haven't touched since you left me,

The closed blinds in my home,

See no light or day,

Dust gathers on my stereo,

Cause I can't bare to hear the radio,

The piano sits in a shaded space,

With a picture of your face,

I'm scared to face another day,

Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,

In an instance,

You were gone,

And now I'm scared.....

Coffee stains on your favourite book,

Remind me of you so I can't take a look,

The magazines you left on the floor,

You won't need them anymore,

A towel left hanging on the wall,

No sign of wet footsteps in the hall,

There's no smell of your sweet cologne,

I'm lying here alone,

I'm scared to face another day,

Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,

In an instance,

You were gone,

And now I'm scared.....

I'm scared to face another day,

Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,

In an instance,

You were gone,

And now I'm scared.....

In an instance you were gone,

I'm scared.....

tim burton

bazaar.com

already gone

Remember all the things we wanted


Now all our memories they're haunted


We were always meant to say goodbye



Even with our fists held high


It never would've worked out right


We were never meant for do or die



I didn't want us to burn out


I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop



I want you to know that it doesn't matter


Where we take this road someone's gotta go


And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better


But I want you to move on so I'm already gone



Looking at you makes it harder


But I know that you'll find another


That doesn't always make you want to cry



Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in


Perfect couldn't keep this love alive


You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go



I want you to know that it doesn't matter


Where we take this road someone's gotta go


And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better


But I want you to move on so I'm already gone



I'm already gone, already gone


You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong


I'm already gone, already gone


There's no moving on so I'm already gone



Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah



Remember all the things we wanted


Now all our memories they're haunted


We were always meant to say goodbye



I want you to know that it doesn't matter


Where we take this road someone's gotta go


And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better


But I want you to move on so I'm already gone



I'm already gone, already gone


You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong


I'm already gone, already gone


There's no moving on so I'm already gone